If it was never meant to be

Then why do I still feel so strongly for him? Why do I still try to give him the benefit of the doubt, even though I know he's lying? Why is it so easy for him to move on so quickly, when I was the one that wanted change? Why is it so hard to accept the fact that he's moving on, and I'm still right where I ended it? I wanted this. But I didn't want it to be like this.....


It's so confusing.